Scadalous/ Sunday, August 14
12/08/05camp fer meteor rain..see nth lor!! bluff me..but still..it was an unforgettable nite...[=.didn't even slp de whole dae!!13/08/05went to work happily!! was practically slacking like siao!! met 3 new colleagues..and they are so FUNN to be with..esp RINA..omg..i loVe heer!! juz one dae..and it seems like we've all known each other fer like a yr le!! haha..tt's the good thing in FnB line.!! haha..[=todaewent to work..left at 6pm to meet sc to SHOP!! i bought a new spag top!! damn nice!! haha..*sMiLeZxS*..bought a adidas top fer ter's b-lated bdae prezzie..ALMOST bought a black pants and ALMOST bought a pair of black leather nice shoe for work!! hahaha..so mani things on my shopping list!! hehehe!! [= sumhow..i think i'm lucky..yes i'm happie..but wad is happiness upon another person's cruelity? i dunnoe..when u're in between..happy yet crushed..contented yet not feeling satisfactory..perfected yet not covered completely..u juz feel contradicting..so one moment i'm super happie..de other moment when i start thinking of each of u..i juz feel lousy and low..and listening to med's blog music juz make things worse..my heart feels happie yet heavy..so mani thing i wish i could juz put down..but i juz can't..i juz can't stand myself fer being so selfish!! how i wish i can dere to lighten all ur pains and sae a million apologies.. I try to keep you sheltered from it but somehow it seems..The harder that I try to do that, the more it backfires on me..All the things tt had happened..i don't want you to see but you see just as much as i did..We did not plan it to be this way, you and me..but things have gotten so bad between us..I don't see us ever being together ever again..Like we used to be when we were frenz..But then of course everything always happens for a reason..I guess it was never meant to be..But it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is..But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep..Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream..~Now hush little baby, don't you cry Everything's gonna be alright~
indulgence in the wee hrs 0f..
10:09:00 PM
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